So this week has been rather interesting for me. I wouldn’t say that its been horrible or the “best thing i’ve ever had”, because going to an extreme would certainly add unmerited value to this week. I found my self at the beginning of the week in financial stress. I have to move out of my apartment by May 7th, and I still owe the landlord (who is a dear friend of mine) 400.00 dollars. I have part of it but not all of it. He is planning on selling the house that i have occupied for quiet sometime. The house has become a dead alter or ruin, and I have been the care taker of this place for 3 months now. During the months i have felt that I have been taking care of the memories of the place, not necessarily the physical make up of it. Now I am forced to leave it. I am in the process of either finding a shitty apartment or moving back in with my parents… neither of which seem like paths I wish to continue on.
Also in this week I have had this urge to break away from my singleness and try and associate with more girls on a “flirty” attitude. I’ve hung out with about 3 different girls that I have been attracted to for sometime now. One of them has come over and watched star wars several times, and she has been fun. But… as of recently the communication has been scarce which gives me willies. I have a hard time taking the lack of conversation, so on the inside I’m either ready to give up or press harder. I hate giving up too, but I also hate being a “pushy” guy.
I need to be on my medication. And now my GrooveShark window just shut down which cases a lack of writing… great.
